Why are there so many ostriches?

Today is really awesome.
Today is bittersweet.
Today I feel strong.
My scale!! Were becoming good friends again!! Today it reads 104.2.
I give myself one more week (or so) and I’ll be under.
Also, I had a really amazing night last night, and I felt beautiful for the first time in a loooonnggg ass time. I feel pretty and glowy and thin … smaller?